Vent

I am frustrated. Really extremely frustrated. My scale has not budged in weeks. I am at 157.2 and I'm not happy about it. My goal weight is 140. I weighed 140 in high school. I weighed 148 at my wedding. Actually, I really just want to be healthy. I want to be happy with the way I look. And I'm not yet.

I missed a cardio session. Had a little sinus episode and it would have been a bad idea to work out. I still have it today and I'm contemplating what to do. I could run, but should I? Will I make it worse?

I am also stressed. I have two tests the week after Spring Break, one of them being on Monday. I shouldn't go anywhere. I should stay home and clean and study and relax.

It is going to be great to see family, don't get me wrong.

I'm just in a fowl mood and it is affecting everything. I'll try to be more positive next time.

Alli